| Young, Broke, & Fabulous II |
[Jul. 14th, 2009|12:13 am] |
I'm young, I'm broke, and I am most definately fabulous. Hey, so I'm 18, and definately qualified as an adult. And perhaps I haven't lived up all my days, but I do have quite a calendar composed. I feel like I have seriously lived life alot more.. in depth that many of my peers. A quote that I always relate myself back to is that personality captures the eye, but experiences capture the heart. not jst looks, because that's apparent, though not trying to be shallow. and like nhan jst said, " its been a long couple of months."
Why am I so young, but faced with so many tough situations? I guess I can really say, i put myself there. but no one wants to admit to turmoil. Why is my java class so hard? It's like i'm trying so hard, but I can't ask people for help, because the people around me aren't technologically enhanced. Except my dad, and even he doesn't know this Java language. But on the opponents' end, " girrrlll live lifeeee! ". No one said that to me in that quotation, but the message is often pushed toward my feet. * since i'm so tall and all yuh knoww. ;) but anyways, I am living life. This is life. Hardships, ups and downs. I jst wish it was easier! I really want a coupon for FREE.
And what's hard, is that i'm broke. I work & my money does not go to buying my happiness. It's going to repair problems and mend promises. It's SOOOOOOOOO HARD. ughhhhhhhh. Well, Tiffany ( from bank of america ) called me again today & she said that both of the managers really like me, and they both want me at their centers, but it's a matter of who has what scheduling, so she's going to call me again by friday to give me an update. I'm scared because she just sent in my work history application today. And its like ugh , I have the sports authority shit on there, that I hadn't previous put because I wasn't working..
So I got off the phone with my bf, and he was telling me about some more mishaps.
" So babe, you know how you pissed me off earlier, saying that your money has to pay for the stupid shit that happens? I was hella mad, so I went to FoodMax and i got 200$ cash back because I was just going to give you that money cos I was hella pissed off. And so, when I went home to check, it said that I had overdrafts. Because like, did you deposit it to the account yet? " "No, the check didn't go through yet." " Oh okay because I went to deposit the $200 back in to the bank and it says that I'm positive now, but I'm still not sure. Oh yeah, and like it's so stupid because I was paying for my Chase card, and I had like 5 minutes to spare, but I guess they do it in pacific time and so it shows that I was already late for my payment, like I paid for it on the 14th. It's just weird because like, usually both of my credit cards are paid for on the 15th. And I never had a problem, I made like early payments, but then now 'cos money been short.. "
"Did you ask about the other $ yet? Or thought about it?"
" Oh well like I think I'm going to just ask Anthony because like, I already asked him about it and the situation and so it should be fine, he said he would help. "
And just so much other stuff like $ goes back to Montez & B.Ngan.
And fabulous? Definately. I put my hair into a bun and now I look like an asian poodle. My hair looks permed. I'm going to be so tired, I'm going to study for my midterm until 2AM. Then I might watch Burn Notice again , just for myself. I have to wake up at 615am. Probably get ready, then Nhan's going to pick me up at 7. We're going to drive to school and i'm going to take the final. Then Dimsum with Ngan and Linda at 11AM. I don't know how to get there or whatever yet. Then just going to to hang out & play. Lena has her crepe party before Harry Potter primere, and then we're going to go there.. like at 9? The movie starts at 12:01 and will probably end.. like at 3.. Then going home to sleep. And waking up again at 630, to go to school again. And I will have work from 10-4. Then I'm going home to do my Abnormal Psychology test before 7PM. and I have the Introduction to Java class discussion at 6PM. And then it will be thursday.
.And Dear Ngan, why do we only blog to talk to each other more. We might as well email.
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